Friday, May 8, 2009
post exams....
the exams are over once again....and i'm halfway through completing my course!! wow..time really flew.
sighs...however, the past wk was spent mostly at my ah gong's wake....regrets regrets regrets...and many other thgs to emo abt...zzz.it's a horrible wk.but i've finally managed to go through it. ohwells....perhaps i really can go through thgs alone.......and for those who knew.thanks for ur help! it really helped me pull through those days=) and also for trying to keep me company in the day....you know who you are.thanks a lot! sighs...regrets is about one of my worst fears in life i guess.having experienced it in a span of 6 mths.first my uncle and now my ah gong.life is really unpredictable.....=(
had a super different experience today..reported to work wif lh.and realised tt we're supposed to raise funds for non-profit organisation today which the company called 'sales'...zz.like how can this be sales? i mean when i say i'm a volunteer and ask for donations, i don't expect to be paid for it.and i simply carn imagine myself doing this for pay..so i just quit after helping them today..not gona take their $ too.somehow it's agst my conscience.had a long talk with lh on the bus all the way home...we both realised how different our world is from theirs.besides the fact tt they smoke etc.and though they are super nice ppl.....but their meaning and expectation from a job is so different from mine.even though this is a temp job, i still can't accept it somehow...=X anw..it's my first time doing house-house fund raising...had a wonderful experience (after i decided that i wasn't goin to take the pay and is simply helping out)...there really are kind souls out there unlike wat i envisioned but the world oso has it's fair share of the rich and selfish.sighs...wells.and i am not that 伟大 as to do this kind of job everyday without pay.think i'll help them out once in a while when i receive their emails......
this means i need to get another job....lol. and i wonder when boss will ask us to go down for lab again lah..kinda miss lab too.
oooh.and i found one of my fav jap drama...super old one.think i watched like in sec sch or sumthg.cos the songs are super nice.....if anyone have the soundtrack can send me??? =) it's the drama "kamisama mou sukoshi dake" thanks!!!
Xiu Min @ 12:22 AM
