Thursday, May 21, 2009
just returned from lab not long ago....been goin lab every wkday since last thurs.hmmm.and because i was the only one ard to help him this wk, felt i really learnt more this 3 days.beginning to have doubts over my ability to step into the research field.seeing what the other ppl in the lab do their work....even though they're chatting in chinese terms abt fiber optics, which in itself is very chim cos u noe wad i mean (imagining studying physics in chinese!!!), the things they discuss abt is like out of my capacity to understand....and abt my own research.jus testing one parameter has sooo many problems.software+hardware prob.zzzz....i wana watch my angels&demons! =(
wells...but i guess being busy is gd...i have less time to emo abt things....dun wana return to my state of ultimate emo-ness like tt wk.lol.but it oso means i'm the culprit to bangseh all the planned outings etc.feel so guilty and sad...hais.....and i was just informed that results is out in two days time!!! so fast lah.i haven't even played at all.ahhhh! dun dare to think abt it.*prays hard* i haven't had my fair share of play lah.....oh.and i was intending to train a bit for my fun run on sunday..but i'm like in lab all these days.and out on the wkends.......i nid to exercise man! think i'll be walking behind everyone on sunday...lol=p and to think tt one of my dreams is to get that stan chart t-shirt!!! wells..i think it's realli nice!
hmmmm..are somethgs tt easy to forget?does telling urself nt to think abt it works? or will tt simply jus bury it behind some cobwebs only to be driven out when you spring clean the nxt time? sighs...at least for me, i carn!
i highlighted my hair!!!! think everyone's shock tt i'll ever do tt.lol.....as for the reason.........oh wells.nvm.sighs.
ciao!
Xiu Min @ 1:03 AM
