Friday, May 29, 2009
shall start from where i left off regarding the run!....so here's how it went.we met up at Eunos and lh drove us to ecp! as time was running out and we couldn't find a parking lot still, jane and i went to find a toilet to change into the singlet....after which, we called the rest and arranged to meet up at a particular location....and we waited....and waited and waited..calling was useless cos no one brought their phones with them..arghhhss.in the end, we left in search of the registration counter to find out whether they had started the race already but there was no such registration!! and so we decided to walk back to the meeting point.yet, we carn find them still.and so we decided to run back to the finishing line..and that's when we finally saw them and met up! omg...so i only ran like 1+ km =p....kinda disappointed! i was thinking we could all have fun and run tgt! it would have been soooo nice! the first time the gals had an outing by ourselves! sighssss....but nvm.the day ended off nicely for me.though it was kinda out of my character.
mon...met up wif sy for lunch! super long nv had lunch wif her le..went MOF since she had wanted to eat there last wk but i wasn't free..as usual.she dressed up so nicely and i felt so cui beside her=X had 30% off the bill cos we're students....and so we wondered how long we can enjoy such offers before we have to surrender our matric cards! lol=p after tt,went bras basah to find a frame for my cross-stitch while she bought her tuner.reminded me of the days when we used to go there after our co practices to buy strings.....the same auntie is still there to serve us!
tues...met up wif simon,kevin and viknesh@ps to discuss our euro trip! it was a nice discussion! all of us anticipated on going to many places since none of us had actually stepped foot in europe before.it was exciting just discussing our options and what we can expect to tour.....eventually, having settled on the 4 cities, we started planning the route and all...but what's really bothering now is the ever increasing expenses!!! after giving it some serious thought, i'm beginning to wonder whether i should even spend this amt of $...is it really worth it for the experience?? or mayb i shld just forgo the whole idea! and stay in sg....well.there's always the up side of staying home..i get to meet prof poh!whom all the seniors say is the best prob in bie! ooooh....
wed...we went to the spca! haha! sooo cool lah! but i oso realised i'm afraid of big dogs....while we were there, there's this pair of golden retrievers waiting to be adopted and the family who's applied to adopt them came but somehow, only one of them was adopted....sighs..u can't be ignorant of the look in the other one's eyes even though we don't know dog language..but such immense sadness.it made all of us soo emo.there was silence in all the kennels as if all of them understood his pain.Awwww....i hope some kind soul adopts 'ajax' soons....(tt's the dog tt's left behind...think his partner is called 'alfie' or the other way round).
thurs...supposedly there's lab today after having postponed it from wed...but i awoke to a sms in my phone saying tt my supervisor have some urgent matters to attend to and it's postponed to friday which is tml! oh!! msged ss to tell her the good news and ask abt the slpover! and they cldn't arrive at a conclusion.and then at night....they confirmed to go over! arghhsss...and now, i'm emo-ing alone at home while they're all at ss's place!!! kk..technically not all..cos pl din go as well...but yah! u get wad i mean =( i shall continue to emo!!!! ppl, come fetch me pls! lol=p
but yah....after today, i hope i can finally take a big step forward!
Xiu Min @ 12:55 AM
Thursday, May 21, 2009
just returned from lab not long ago....been goin lab every wkday since last thurs.hmmm.and because i was the only one ard to help him this wk, felt i really learnt more this 3 days.beginning to have doubts over my ability to step into the research field.seeing what the other ppl in the lab do their work....even though they're chatting in chinese terms abt fiber optics, which in itself is very chim cos u noe wad i mean (imagining studying physics in chinese!!!), the things they discuss abt is like out of my capacity to understand....and abt my own research.jus testing one parameter has sooo many problems.software+hardware prob.zzzz....i wana watch my angels&demons! =(
wells...but i guess being busy is gd...i have less time to emo abt things....dun wana return to my state of ultimate emo-ness like tt wk.lol.but it oso means i'm the culprit to bangseh all the planned outings etc.feel so guilty and sad...hais.....and i was just informed that results is out in two days time!!! so fast lah.i haven't even played at all.ahhhh! dun dare to think abt it.*prays hard* i haven't had my fair share of play lah.....oh.and i was intending to train a bit for my fun run on sunday..but i'm like in lab all these days.and out on the wkends.......i nid to exercise man! think i'll be walking behind everyone on sunday...lol=p and to think tt one of my dreams is to get that stan chart t-shirt!!! wells..i think it's realli nice!
hmmmm..are somethgs tt easy to forget?does telling urself nt to think abt it works? or will tt simply jus bury it behind some cobwebs only to be driven out when you spring clean the nxt time? sighs...at least for me, i carn!
i highlighted my hair!!!! think everyone's shock tt i'll ever do tt.lol.....as for the reason.........oh wells.nvm.sighs.
ciao!
Xiu Min @ 1:03 AM
Friday, May 8, 2009
post exams....
the exams are over once again....and i'm halfway through completing my course!! wow..time really flew.
sighs...however, the past wk was spent mostly at my ah gong's wake....regrets regrets regrets...and many other thgs to emo abt...zzz.it's a horrible wk.but i've finally managed to go through it. ohwells....perhaps i really can go through thgs alone.......and for those who knew.thanks for ur help! it really helped me pull through those days=) and also for trying to keep me company in the day....you know who you are.thanks a lot! sighs...regrets is about one of my worst fears in life i guess.having experienced it in a span of 6 mths.first my uncle and now my ah gong.life is really unpredictable.....=(
had a super different experience today..reported to work wif lh.and realised tt we're supposed to raise funds for non-profit organisation today which the company called 'sales'...zz.like how can this be sales? i mean when i say i'm a volunteer and ask for donations, i don't expect to be paid for it.and i simply carn imagine myself doing this for pay..so i just quit after helping them today..not gona take their $ too.somehow it's agst my conscience.had a long talk with lh on the bus all the way home...we both realised how different our world is from theirs.besides the fact tt they smoke etc.and though they are super nice ppl.....but their meaning and expectation from a job is so different from mine.even though this is a temp job, i still can't accept it somehow...=X anw..it's my first time doing house-house fund raising...had a wonderful experience (after i decided that i wasn't goin to take the pay and is simply helping out)...there really are kind souls out there unlike wat i envisioned but the world oso has it's fair share of the rich and selfish.sighs...wells.and i am not that 伟大 as to do this kind of job everyday without pay.think i'll help them out once in a while when i receive their emails......
this means i need to get another job....lol. and i wonder when boss will ask us to go down for lab again lah..kinda miss lab too.
oooh.and i found one of my fav jap drama...super old one.think i watched like in sec sch or sumthg.cos the songs are super nice.....if anyone have the soundtrack can send me??? =) it's the drama "kamisama mou sukoshi dake" thanks!!!
Xiu Min @ 12:22 AM
