Wednesday, December 10, 2008
after so long....
okies..i shall skip the exam aftermath thoughts.....i dun feel like dwelling into them.i'm just hoping for the best.
last wk was spent working at the International Conference for BioMedical Engineers. It was a great experience. even though i was assigned to look after the poster area and thus cldn't enter the rooms to attend the breakout sessions as i intended.browsing through the posters and all gave me an eye-opener as to wat ppl are into.The things that we are exposed to in lecture is really just the tip of the iceberg.Actually, i seriously doubt that i can be a bioengineer after seeing their reports.The level of research that they are doin, i doubt tt i can ever achieve that state bah...sighs.but it was a fun and enriching 4 days.got to interact with some of the poster presenters who were kind enough to introduce their work to me.ermmm....though i onli understd half of it?? zzz...i nid to be more hardworking....oh wells.it's fun to work wif frens.eating during the teabreaks and lunch..i realli enjoyed myself! tartlets...ooooh!
this wk is jus slacking at home...trying to read my thesis but end up slping when i'm not even halfway thru the chapter.zzz.the equations are horrible!arghhh..and mostly cos i'm nt in the mood.labs aren't productive too..results negative.not enough materials to continue wif...etc etc...wonder how i'm gona produce the report by 15dec...=X
hmmm...been the reflective self i am recently.the sem has passed.i din remove the emptiness.studies dun seem to go well (shall noe the verdict soon.sighs).at least i tried to meet up and maintain contact wif my frens.tried but i wished i cld haf done more.as always...and also.nothin has changed after tt incident at the start of sem.duno y i'm feeling sad sumhow.i thought i was over it.cos i din wan thgs to change too.i guess i'm afraid ba.cos i'm unsure too?but carn u jus share ur probs too?carn u jus rely on me too? =(
...and also.thgs are finally starting afresh after 3 yrs....thanks for making thgs clear.though it's kinda of late.
i din get the mayday tics...sad=(
gtg.
will b back!
Xiu Min @ 11:27 PM
