Saturday, August 16, 2008
tired tired tired....
wk 2 of sch came to an end..jus returned home frm meet-up to buy ss,cj and hopefully bh's present...hais & fri night ended late too...reached home like 12.30am after mugging wif my cousin....& some other thgs.
i carn leave my tuition centre unless i can get her a replacement..hais.i'm really kinda stressed abt tt now.even though ureca is not confirmed and all..i nid to find a prof tt will accept me too...the thought of approaching a prof to talk abt a proj seems intimidating to me as well..i'm jus not used to talking to profs...and wat's more..to make him/her accept me into the proj=X i haf no confidence...hais...and den there's the nv ending schwork also...ahhhh.
after so much has happened...i dun even noe wat to think of it le...i seriously duno wat i shld feel.sumtimes i dun understd how/why i feel too....oh wells.突然發現，能夠不變，有時候就是一種最難得的幸福...is this really true?? i duno.i guess i dun really expect anythg le.so i dun really nid an ans.mayb i shld jus let it all go...perhaps i'm jus too used to it.perhaps it's cos i really feel it.i duno....yah.so perhaps it's better to jus forget it.at least try to.......but i was really happy before.can i bear to lose this?
...kkz...back to mugging.no time....
Xiu Min @ 10:41 PM
