Sunday, August 31, 2008
outta that place!
i'm finally outta that place! i'm relieved...but yah.she sure has to "make" my day with something new..so i got a pay cut of $60! for almost nothing la! initially when she applied she said she will pay for me since i'm her ex-student etc etc...but just because when i asked to leave and she brought up the license fee thing..and cos i really wanted to leave at that time i said i don't mind paying you back the $ as long as you let me leave quick! but it dragged for so long! she rejected all my friends whom i sort of introduced to the job.and then never inform me about her intention of really taking back the $60!! she only like told me as a sidenote when i was checking whether the figure on the cash voucher was correct! and she still asked my opinions on whether she should cancel my license! wat's this?! it's not like i can use it when i leave tt place! the license is only valid when i teach at that centre! It never was my benefit to start with and i'm already paying it le without complaining...she didn't even increase my pay when my classes got bigger like she promised...hais..i really have nothing much to say about her...having tolerated with her for soo long..nvm!
went back to listen to rvco's zhiyin IV...hais.wat can i say? kinda disappointing. the first half of the concert is really disappointing..we're all quite sad with wat we're presented with. Mayb it was becos we had too high hopes to begin with.mayb we're biased..i duno.but ya.i'm seriously v sad abt the standard of rvco now.most of us can feel for ourselves..the elements are not there! but yah...i guess we peaked when it's sharon&junyi's batch..perhaps it's already in the midst of falling down when i took over frm huimin...=( hais...saddening! but i jus miss the feeling of playing on stage together with everyone.the feeling of practising all day long..and even at home late at night!..spending all the time just trying to perfect tt particular part.and yah.the place is full of memories too! i miss the times! the co room....ava1..etc....oh wells..memories are called memories for they have ended...but in a way..they live on with us...所谓的不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有吧! haiss....zzz..i'm in such an emo state=X
okies..i have to get back to work! despite feeling no life and the emptiness...but yah..i'm lagging behind in my studies and if ureca is starting next wk i can expect more things to come! fibre optical sensing..zzz...electronics. i hope i can do well in it...it's physics!! and you know how bad i am at that subject....and lectures are getting so difficult to follow...ahhh..i shall turn into a super mugger!! =p
anws..i think i should just forget abt it ba....i duno whether i can cope well with the end result if this drags on...hais.so mayb no reply is the best solution.or mayb i dun really wan one cos i fear a e reply will b wat i dun wan & i think i can forsee...& wat if i was jus too used to it? tt would b even worse..but i doubt it's so...duno..i'm lost.hais
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然后呢 如果你还想要
放一只大象
一份希望要怎么放进心脏
如果你活得有一点悲伤
答案是用力丢掉鲸鱼 用力甩悲伤
是谁说半夜不能吃便当
是谁说彩虹不能长在头上
是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤
你看看天空和海洋
顺风时就展开双翅飞翔
逆风时就当成在冲浪
没有风的时候 那就让我开开天窗
一句歌词怎么让你很难忘
方文山 林夕和我都在想
想破头 也钻不进一个紧闭的心房
一个难题要用多少的智商
多少泪 还有多少的盼望
多少人变成紧闭门窗 孤独的国王
是谁说半夜不能吃便当
是谁说彩虹不能长在头上
是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤
你看看天空和海洋
顺风时就展开双翅飞翔
逆风时就当成在冲浪
没有风的时候 那就让我开开天窗
Xiu Min @ 12:54 AM
