Xiu Min
10July
21-ish
On Exchange: DTU'09
Kongens Lyngby, Denmark
NTU.BIE'07
NJC05S28.NJPA.NJCO'06
RV4A.3A.2I.1I.RVCO.RVSC.Welfare'04
BRPS.6G'99

你在的第五季
冷的天空没表情
月亮忘记了阴晴
孤独它抓我好近好近

在想念的第五季
忽然街上开不见你
夜色暗得多离奇
而我依然能够做我自己

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i'm finally outta that place! i'm relieved...but yah.she sure has to "make" my day with something new..so i got a pay cut of $60! for almost nothing la! initially when she applied she said she will pay for me since i'm her ex-student etc etc...but just because when i asked to leave and she brought up the license fee thing..and cos i really wanted to leave at that time i said i don't mind paying you back the $ as long as you let me leave quick! but it dragged for so long! she rejected all my friends whom i sort of introduced to the job.and then never inform me about her intention of really taking back the $60!! she only like told me as a sidenote when i was checking whether the figure on the cash voucher was correct! and she still asked my opinions on whether she should cancel my license! wat's this?! it's not like i can use it when i leave tt place! the license is only valid when i teach at that centre! It never was my benefit to start with and i'm already paying it le without complaining...she didn't even increase my pay when my classes got bigger like she promised...hais..i really have nothing much to say about her...having tolerated with her for soo long..nvm!

went back to listen to rvco's zhiyin IV...hais.wat can i say? kinda disappointing. the first half of the concert is really disappointing..we're all quite sad with wat we're presented with. Mayb it was becos we had too high hopes to begin with.mayb we're biased..i duno.but ya.i'm seriously v sad abt the standard of rvco now.most of us can feel for ourselves..the elements are not there! but yah...i guess we peaked when it's sharon&junyi's batch..perhaps it's already in the midst of falling down when i took over frm huimin...=( hais...saddening! but i jus miss the feeling of playing on stage together with everyone.the feeling of practising all day long..and even at home late at night!..spending all the time just trying to perfect tt particular part.and yah.the place is full of memories too! i miss the times! the co room....ava1..etc....oh wells..memories are called memories for they have ended...but in a way..they live on with us...所谓的不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有吧! haiss....zzz..i'm in such an emo state=X

okies..i have to get back to work! despite feeling no life and the emptiness...but yah..i'm lagging behind in my studies and if ureca is starting next wk i can expect more things to come! fibre optical sensing..zzz...electronics. i hope i can do well in it...it's physics!! and you know how bad i am at that subject....and lectures are getting so difficult to follow...ahhh..i shall turn into a super mugger!! =p

anws..i think i should just forget abt it ba....i duno whether i can cope well with the end result if this drags on...hais.so mayb no reply is the best solution.or mayb i dun really wan one cos i fear a e reply will b wat i dun wan & i think i can forsee...& wat if i was jus too used to it? tt would b even worse..but i doubt it's so...duno..i'm lost.hais


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打开门 然后用力关冰箱
然后呢 如果你还想要
放一只大象

一份希望要怎么放进心脏
如果你活得有一点悲伤
答案是用力丢掉鲸鱼 用力甩悲伤

是谁说半夜不能吃便当
是谁说彩虹不能长在头上
是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤
你看看天空和海洋
顺风时就展开双翅飞翔
逆风时就当成在冲浪
没有风的时候 那就让我开开天窗

一句歌词怎么让你很难忘
方文山 林夕和我都在想
想破头 也钻不进一个紧闭的心房

一个难题要用多少的智商
多少泪 还有多少的盼望
多少人变成紧闭门窗 孤独的国王

是谁说半夜不能吃便当
是谁说彩虹不能长在头上
是谁说蓝色就等于忧伤
你看看天空和海洋
顺风时就展开双翅飞翔
逆风时就当成在冲浪
没有风的时候 那就让我开开天窗

wk 2 of sch came to an end..jus returned home frm meet-up to buy ss,cj and hopefully bh's present...hais & fri night ended late too...reached home like 12.30am after mugging wif my cousin....& some other thgs.
i carn leave my tuition centre unless i can get her a replacement..hais.i'm really kinda stressed abt tt now.even though ureca is not confirmed and all..i nid to find a prof tt will accept me too...the thought of approaching a prof to talk abt a proj seems intimidating to me as well..i'm jus not used to talking to profs...and wat's more..to make him/her accept me into the proj=X i haf no confidence...hais...and den there's the nv ending schwork also...ahhhh.
after so much has happened...i dun even noe wat to think of it le...i seriously duno wat i shld feel.sumtimes i dun understd how/why i feel too....oh wells.突然發現，能夠不變，有時候就是一種最難得的幸福...is this really true?? i duno.i guess i dun really expect anythg le.so i dun really nid an ans.mayb i shld jus let it all go...perhaps i'm jus too used to it.perhaps it's cos i really feel it.i duno....yah.so perhaps it's better to jus forget it.at least try to.......but i was really happy before.can i bear to lose this? ...kkz...back to mugging.no time....

it's back to school! kinda hard to describe this contrasting feeling..i wana b back in lectures so tt i feel tt my brain exist and yet i wana lead the slacky life of the hols too...zzzz...why why why?

nothin much can be said abt this wk ba..jus the usual slpy afternns, complicated lectures and the ultra-boring ones =X oh wells... went for FIR's concert ytd..it was supposed to start at 8pm. but the stadium was still kinda empty..so we waited and waited until abt 30mins later, it finally started.but our seats are right at the edge of the stage and all i can see is the right side of jian ming lao shi and faye! Ah qin happens to stand on the other end of the stage and rarely glimpsed him..it's alright for me i guess but it must haf been sad for the grp of fans sitting nearby who were screaming away to try and draw his attention here..oops=p lol. it wasn't high like mayday! but nonetheless, i guess the music's alright and i think the indoor stadium's sound system is better than the max pavilion's...liked the new rearranged piece of liu lang zhe zi ge! soothing and nice=) but it's again mayday's magic tt got everyone high with their First Day! okies..i shall oso gif xiao jing teng some credit for he did make quite a crowd stand up and scream away with his powerful vocals! but his fashion sense seriously isn't tt appealing to me..(imagine: blue t-shirt, purple skinny jeans and shiny golden boots-those akin to pck's..omg!) dun haf photos now to upload.cos i dun haf cable to sy's cam!

i'm lazy to update wat happened in the last wk before sch started..but i met up wif qy to celeb my belated bday wif a yummy mango cake! bought dark choc back to eat too..which got me guilty and went running the moment i reached home...tues had dinner wif sy and her bf at sushi tei! nice sushi, fresh shashimi...(*drools) wed was a stayhome day..thurs went to make passport. stupid photo! =( fri.qy and i met up to visit small and haf lunch wif her at SP's food court4. but the thai food was kinda disappointing cos they changed owners.nvm we had ice kachang to make up for tt! den met up wif sy for a random baking session! ooohs..haha.brownies and cookies..but kinda guilty tt i had to leave for home and can't stay til all the cookies are out of the oven! sat was back again at sy's house..lol.it' steamboat! had fun playing wif CJ7=) aha.cute! sun met up wif 30 de gals...went waraku! for super nice jap food...oooh..i ate soo much tt i was still full even up til lunch on mon! hahaha. oh wells..i shld be doin my tutorials...ahh.but i jus carn get down to mugging...helps! and how come i'm so affected? i have no idea..and i've got this feeling it's jus me alone feeling this way..sighs this is nt gd.i shld nv haf let it be a xi guan if one day i might lose this...