Monday, July 7, 2008
some reflections before the big2!
So sry..guess i can never be active online.it's jus not me ba..not wif my zi4bi4 character...ahh.hais.oh wells..at least i've worked hard and kept this blog for a year le..hooray!
jus back frm camp..a yr passed soo quickly..it's hard to imagine.time flew past just like this..the camp is over and if ya asked me wat i gained frm it? i seriously dun really noe..haha.i guess i had fun wif jessie,mx,sk and got to know wc and mt..other than tt.i haven't really known any new ppl even though we tried to mix wif the omaha freshies..oh wells.i jus get the feelin they jus wana bond wif themselves somehow.hmmm..nvm.as long as they haf fun! guess this shall add to the uni life experience..which i dun wan to b onli mugging..=X
reaching the big2...i'm so old le.hard to imagine.if the current lifespan is 100, i'll alr be one fifth down the road...i'm glad i'm still alive tt's for sure.but yet, as humans, i realised i still have many desires, dreams for the years to come and it's fair share of regrets for the past 20 yrs as well.i haven't become the person i wana be and yet i'm suddenly 20.the thought seems kinda scary...it seems like a recognition of failure, of achieving nothing even after so long. hais..
changing for the better me after 20! i shall work hard at it...but somethings jus are not within ur control.perhaps...it's meant to be like tt.someone like me doesn't deserve it...
Xiu Min @ 8:53 PM
