Thursday, May 15, 2008
a super laggy day
woke up wif a downpour today..and plans for going cycling at ecp were thrown down the drain=( hais.but but but....i carn believe wat we did.we sat on the mrt aimlessly..all the way til simei before we raced across the platform and took the train back to where? harbourfront! oh my! it's the feeling of going overseas and i'm suddenly back at my backyard! lol.and wat really surprised me is the fact that u can get fined $2 if ya stayed 2 hrs or more on the trains.oh well, i figure sg is not too big for a travelling time of 2 hrs in the train system..but goodness! it jus showed tt we stood around and chatted for tt amt of time! hahahaha....we really had all the time in the world..lol.on the other hand, mayb i shld b grateful cos i'm alr sunburnt from swimming ytd..oh wells.
so we ended up at vivo..slacked and drank coffee beans..and slacked summore until the time when we could enter for lunch using our voucher...and after eating it's more nua-ing! wahhh...i think i can crown us the nua-queens or sumthg..
ok.tt aside...
i think i noe where the problem lies but somehow i haven't been able to correct it. thanks for pointing it out to be so honestly..but ya..i hate myself.
so long since i last chatted wif ya...memories came flooding back.
why am i such a failure? =(
Xiu Min @ 12:44 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
updates...
2nd week after the exams...let's see what i did...hmmmm..
12 may
went with sis and rod to iir today but sadly they already have enough people le..hais.looks like the probability of me working this hols is very low but then again i haven't really started looking..maybe i should look at adverts in the newspaper soon and read my jobstreet emails.oh wells, so we left the place and went to HP where we waited for rod to settle his work stuff before heading to vivo for lunch at this kim gary restaurant..had a really bloated stomach after that.the portion for my mushroom rice is super huge..can't finish.but it's quite nice la! hehs.and it's his treat mah=P then we shopped around before i decided to head home first..lol.and now i'm typing on my laptop that lies on a clean and neat table..whooosh! cleaned up the whole room the whole night! yipppeeee=)
11 may
it's mama's day today but my mum and dad went off to some temple with my aunts etc and there goes the idea of bringing her out for dinner..ended up watching "iryu team medical dragon" after tuition while waiting for them to come back...ahhh..the show's super nice la..it's really touching.many topics were discussed too...which gave me lots of inspiration and thoughts.teamwork vs intelligence&skills.ideals vs reality.monetary vs spiritual gains...also i like the way each character is crafted. As in jap shows, they're always able to touch on the tiny, minute aspects of feelings in adequate amts unlike the obsessive way to express all the lovey dovey feelings in korean shows. 洒狗血 as they say in chinese. Everyone is not perfect and i like the jap authors are able to remain true to reality and that's why i love this series.not to mention all the interesting surgery procedures and medical diagnosis..ahh...okies.in short.i love it! halfway thru the 2nd season but somehow i think the 1st season is nicer.
10 may
tuition..really tired after tuition.din go for the kbuffet outing..felt that i should rest my throat.lo..but there aren't a lot of people who went in the end since it's so last minute.like decided only in the morning..ah.nvm.we'll meet up again soon..
9 may
qiying's bday.went klunch to celeb her bday. it's soo long since the 3 of us sang k tgt. still rmbed my first time singing k was also at this branch and with her and zp. anw, glad she liked our cake.and it tasted not bad la..haha=) but it's such a big portion for 3 people.so it ended up in her fridge in the end.haha...and i had a nice time just chatting in her room.felt like the days back in jc.yuppp..it's tt xinfu feeling like she said...but sadly she had to leave for training..and left me and zp to eat at imm and shop around...imm as usual changed a lot.everytime i go, i'm always surprised..haaa..it's been such a long time since i last went. think i was still working part-time...
8 may
accompanied mum for checkup tgt wif sis...ahhh..i'm relieved.okies...anw...after that went shopping wif her and sis...din shop much la..more liked walked around bugis and jus spent the day outside of home.so here's the first time i stepped into the shopping centre after exams..oh my.haha.i din realised i zibi-ed at home all these while...nua-ed too much alone at home le=P
7 may
met up wif zp to bake qy's cake..carn think of wat to buy for her.and so we decided to bake cake..got a recipe frm online which looks really nice..double choc cheesecake..ahhh.choc! plus cheese! hahaa..jus hoped tt it taste nice! lol.but we dun haf high hopes on ourselves la..as long as it's alright.hehs.had some problem wif the electric mixer and the mixing...but after much trouble.the cake's in the oven.went imm to dabao lunch and the final ingredients..den she left for tuition and i left to meet up wif ss.sy.wt.pl they all...yay! long time nv see them too..watched dance of the dragon...nothing much to comment on that show except tt it's draggy..not recommended for a slpy afternoon.i kept dozing off..oh wells.ha...but ya..the highlight is dinner! After being bugged the whole night abt the 神秘人物 which i finally guessed correct. i'm faced with another daunting task of 神秘地方! ahhhh...which is to be our dinner venue...hehs.but oh well.it's quite fun la...though i'm the only one that's been kept in the dark...and ahhh..how they all sadistically enjoyed watching me like this=( haha..but it's fun.and we took neoprints..woah...super super long since i last took neoprint la...haha..brought back memories! chatting chatting...=)
self doubt keeps creeping in..as much as i always try to push it off..i noe tt it'll nv leave me for gd...this carn be helped wif my lousy character.oh wells...ahh..i hate this feeling of hating yourself.wanting to do sumthg bt at a lost of where to start...hais.
Xiu Min @ 11:54 PM
Monday, May 5, 2008
updates...
jus some random updates since i'm slacking at home..haha..before my blog becomes dead like it always is...
last fri went kbox wif the bie ppl..partly to meet up and send off weiteng..hais..it'll be 3 mths before we see her again..without her, it'll be really quiet...hmmm..anws, had fun singing wif them..sang some real oldies too.haha.but yep, i'm glad i have them for company for the next 3 yrs to come..looking forward to the nueve camp in june..though i'll hafta go for intersem too=( but oh wells, haha!
okies, then sat and sun resumed tuition. was really happy when they say they do miss me..hahaha..i was like "awww...really?" they're so cute la..ok.nvm. i think they will again come to hate me given the fact that i do scold them..lol.ok.but the impt thg is that i realised tt i do enjoy teaching when i'm not under stress frm my own sch work.and when they show tt they really wana listen..so it was an enjoyable 4 classes last wkend!
went to visit the pa blog after so long..i forgot all abt boss's sms cos it was during exam period..haha..they're making jacket..an idea tt i proposed tt time but end up dismissed cos it would be quite ex and response may not be good..lol..but i'm really glad.cos this shows tt the pa spirit is very much alive and we've passed it on! yay!
was reorganising my folders..and came across lots of nostalgic photo..for eg, tt old old one for co farewell with all the sec4s in it..haha..was thinking mayb i shld post it up on facebk and see how many ppl i can actually tag in it..aha..see how ba..i dun like going facebk cos my wireless is always super unstable when i go.use it practically only to chat wif frens overseas...hais..i'm really not into such techno-gadgets and online communication tools..the best to my ability is prob msn..hahaha=P lol.but i'll work hard towards changing and adapting since this has become one of the ways ppl now communicate..ok, i think it must be thoughts generated frm the bk i'm reading now.."the world is flat" and so...haha..pardon me!
okies..there're actually lots more to say..but i guess i'll stop here...aren't feeling exactly that great now to share everythg here..ciao!
oh ya..was reading ah shin's blog..always makes me think a lot and feel better! here, it is...do go visit: http://blog.sina.com.cn/musiq
Xiu Min @ 2:14 PM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
exams over!
Yippee! exams are over...
hmmm..tt's the initial happiness that i got when prof ritchie took away my anatomy&physiology paper which was to be the last paper of my first year in university! time really flies i guess.esp when each sem is only 13 wks long. Anyways, that happiness apparently din last long as i expected it would..surprisingly it went away in less than 24 hours. Guess our brains are never at rest. Thoughts ran through my head...loads of things.and soon, i realised it feels empty all of a sudden when i dun have to mug...ahhh..what an irony.. less than 2 days ago, i was dreading all that mugging and wana get it over and done with..but now, even though there're loads tt i wana do..it feels empty without it??!!! Yucks! I hate myself for such thoughts...i must be such a super boring mugger=( ahh..nvm.and then tt again led me to think..has all that mugging made me neglect all my friends? Haven't met up with some of them or even chatted with them for quite a bit of time..feels soo bad...sometimes, i kinda really hate myself.
it's a cycle that keeps repeating..what should i do to break this cycle??....
Xiu Min @ 2:02 AM
