Friday, April 18, 2008
so much for slping 3hrs
ahhh...screwed up my maths paper..hais..so much for slping only 3 hrs..i really duno why i frequently have such insomnia probs...last night truely reminded me of the one before my bio and maths A lvl paper last time...sighs..and i flopped my As..ahhh...made so many careless mistakes la..not to include those tt're meant to be hard...this makes me below average, esp with cbe ppl=( i really hope the rest of the papers i dun flop like this...i dun wanna repeat the maths module..*prays for at least B and above..if not, i'll have to see laplace,fourier and all those pdes again..=(
chiong ar for the rest of the papers...
*listening to mayday songs...i nid the energy!
Xiu Min @ 9:26 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
hais..i'm demoralised...mugging's no use=(
last wk's like this...this wk oso..and it has to happen to my favourite sub..hais.duno wat to feel...
and there's 7 days left...
Xiu Min @ 7:49 PM
Saturday, April 5, 2008
a taste of more to come
i have no idea why i was given the impression all the while that uni students have a lot of time to do wat they want, such as pursue their interest in other things like music, sports, languages etc. In a certain sense, it's true because there're still loads out there who are doing it, but somehow the percentage of ppl who are actually doing it in my course seems to be low.oh wells, guess our sch is muggerish...lol.
hais..mug hard as i did for the past week in preparation for this "hell" week of 4 quizes, i din do well..hais. maths was cui! hais...totally stuck and i no time to check...i HATE integration! and PDEs and Fourier and the soon-to-come-haunt-me-again Laplace...hais..why must engineers study all these?? =( they say these are just the beginning and the circuits/fluids/thermody next year will be even worse...agrhhh.nvm.but i think ppl in our course are jus very scary cos the average score of each quiz is always very high and no matter wat i do..i'm jus praying to hit the average...best to be above la..even if slight..lol.but i guess i'm getting used to it and soon, it won't matter as much le..jus do wat i can ba...i dun wana study for the sake of studying..i wanna like wat i study!
yupps...so i'm shag after this horrible week and there's still physio quiz next wk which i haven touch and which is like a crash course of the whole A levels in 6 wkes..i think i'm quite dead for it too...hais.
nothing much to say actually except that i had dinner with the bie people tt thurs night after biz finance to celeb joan and chun's bday...had steamboat in one of the jie bian tans across the street from bugis..as usual, i'm amazed by the amt of food the guys can finish! but i'm very very amazed cos they like eat even more than the guys who're in army...ermmm..ya..and it's the meat they cleared tt scares me..lol! anws.there's this ktv place right beside the steamboat store which has a flat screen tv outside showing MVs of super old/never hear before songs..yalor...and i was wondering how cum still got so many youngsters going in...ohoh.and there's this mic which is placed at the doorway there where u can jus take and sing standing at the door since they have the tv screen at the entrance ma...so it's like entertainment for us steamboat peeps..haha.oh wells, and there's actually ppl who dares to sing there...courage la!
then gd friday was spent to celeb small's bday! hmmm..it was a nice gathering..jus a small grp of pple..crapping about our life and the usual..but..we like met at 3 plus at city hall and stoned there til abt 6 at gelares then travel all the way to jurong west to eat...back to that ulu part of sg..tt part where i spent like so many days there and dun really wana return to..lol.oh well, they all live there mah i guess..and it's worth it la..the food's nice=) (though i think it's also becos we waited another 1+ hr before eating..from got kangkong til the uncle finished selling =X hha...bt i guess the gathering sort of let me regain my sanity...there's always things more impt to life than grades..lol=)
bt right nw, i guess i jus haf to return to my books...hais.
Xiu Min @ 6:22 PM
