Tuesday, January 22, 2008
i'm relieved...
waa...it's really a small world after all..i tot i'm gona haf to meet some strangers, make friends and do presentations with them..and spent lectures alone..i don't really mind the lectures..it's just the grp presentations tt i dread...and din noe i became moody bcos of tt until a fren msged asking if i'm ok jus now..hai.k.mayb i did look a bit sad..ya..lots happened recently..lots to think abt ba..bt ya..i'm super glad to find fellow coursemates in the tut!!! and i can join their grp=) wahaha...super relieved..yay! just hope i can catch up wif them ba..lol.missed 2 lectures and all...kkz..this oso proves the fact tt i really dun notice ppl ard me other than my frens..this is bad=( no wonder ppl always say i'm blur.hai..
well, this sem is quite worrying..i haven't been catching up on the lectures, struggling with my tuts and trying hard to understd all the foreign words tt the lecturer spills out.hais..what's happening?! but nonetheless, it's only wk 3...i shall try harder..time management is the key..or my tuition kids will suffer too..hai.
had a brief chat over lunch with my friends abt religion..what makes ppl believe in its teachings and follow so devotedly? does religion really govern our values? well, i certainly believe they do have an influence..and how does it actually feel when u haf an experience with god? (whichever higher being that each religion preach..for i believe that there is one, just seen in different forms by different grps) perhaps one day when i finally follow one of their teachings then i will truely understand..
sometimes i wonder why ppl are so different. how can 2 human beings so alike as in all ways (the way our body is made with all the same muscles and various functions of the organ) differ so much on physical appearance just by DNA coding..what's more amazing is the thinking process that each individual develops..ppl with super high IQ..EQ etc..why don't ppl all have the same values? the brain is thus very interesting for the fact that it generates new ideas different from the rest.wah...think this is an after effect from too much anatomy and then religion talk..kk..shan't crap too much..bt ya..ppl are different..makes me wish that perhaps my family's situation cld haf been better? why my parents still have to work so hard at this age? hais..bt i guess i carn ask for more le..and i wouldn't wish for any other family other than this..why are we always not satisfied with wat we haf in life?? hai..kk..shan't blog anymore..later more emo....
Mayday's coming! 26 apr=( boo...i carn go..it's right smack in the middle of exams!!! =(=(=(
oh and i wana watch the lq/zr/pp concert on 31st...bt everyone like nt free..if nt, it's been soo long since they last watch a concert that they wana watch an orchestra de..not tt i mind..haha..bt i kinda wanna watch the lq one too..my instru is so uncommon to haf a concert dedicated to itself ma..lol. last time tt happened was in sec2..and it's bcos tt liuqin conductor both him and his daughter (the player) came to sg...wahh..duno la..
Xiu Min @ 10:07 PM
