Tuesday, January 22, 2008
i'm relieved...
waa...it's really a small world after all..i tot i'm gona haf to meet some strangers, make friends and do presentations with them..and spent lectures alone..i don't really mind the lectures..it's just the grp presentations tt i dread...and din noe i became moody bcos of tt until a fren msged asking if i'm ok jus now..hai.k.mayb i did look a bit sad..ya..lots happened recently..lots to think abt ba..bt ya..i'm super glad to find fellow coursemates in the tut!!! and i can join their grp=) wahaha...super relieved..yay! just hope i can catch up wif them ba..lol.missed 2 lectures and all...kkz..this oso proves the fact tt i really dun notice ppl ard me other than my frens..this is bad=( no wonder ppl always say i'm blur.hai..
well, this sem is quite worrying..i haven't been catching up on the lectures, struggling with my tuts and trying hard to understd all the foreign words tt the lecturer spills out.hais..what's happening?! but nonetheless, it's only wk 3...i shall try harder..time management is the key..or my tuition kids will suffer too..hai.
had a brief chat over lunch with my friends abt religion..what makes ppl believe in its teachings and follow so devotedly? does religion really govern our values? well, i certainly believe they do have an influence..and how does it actually feel when u haf an experience with god? (whichever higher being that each religion preach..for i believe that there is one, just seen in different forms by different grps) perhaps one day when i finally follow one of their teachings then i will truely understand..
sometimes i wonder why ppl are so different. how can 2 human beings so alike as in all ways (the way our body is made with all the same muscles and various functions of the organ) differ so much on physical appearance just by DNA coding..what's more amazing is the thinking process that each individual develops..ppl with super high IQ..EQ etc..why don't ppl all have the same values? the brain is thus very interesting for the fact that it generates new ideas different from the rest.wah...think this is an after effect from too much anatomy and then religion talk..kk..shan't crap too much..bt ya..ppl are different..makes me wish that perhaps my family's situation cld haf been better? why my parents still have to work so hard at this age? hais..bt i guess i carn ask for more le..and i wouldn't wish for any other family other than this..why are we always not satisfied with wat we haf in life?? hai..kk..shan't blog anymore..later more emo....
Mayday's coming! 26 apr=( boo...i carn go..it's right smack in the middle of exams!!! =(=(=(
oh and i wana watch the lq/zr/pp concert on 31st...bt everyone like nt free..if nt, it's been soo long since they last watch a concert that they wana watch an orchestra de..not tt i mind..haha..bt i kinda wanna watch the lq one too..my instru is so uncommon to haf a concert dedicated to itself ma..lol. last time tt happened was in sec2..and it's bcos tt liuqin conductor both him and his daughter (the player) came to sg...wahh..duno la..
Xiu Min @ 10:07 PM
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
the new year...
Been wanting to blog for ages...but never got down to it..
After the last day of work, i've been playing evryday...doing almost everythg i wanted to do..grabbing the chance to enjoy myself before this sem starts but well, guess i played too much..such that right now, i can't seem to get down to work. hais..this is not gd=(
Anyways, really enjoyed myself during hols..had a pa chalet (was super glad to meet up with everyone and jus spend time tgt..not to forget the hearts games!!!), xmas countdown with my cousins (managed to get them hooked to bridge..haha), stayover at wt's house (our flopped monopoly game..lol), met up with zp to shop (glad to have a nice chat with her), successful swim+mahjong outing at ss's house (yay! finally!), steamboat countdown with 4A!! (watched fireworks from 26th storey!*36th as pointed out by alan..sry=p), steamboat dinner at wt's house b4 sem starts....and loads more of the small meet-ups..haha! and think i played too much and without my notice, 07 has gone by and the calendar now reads 08!
2007 is filled with ups and downs...and i really mean it is like a curve with absolute maximum and minimum (tutorial tt i'm supposed to be doing..arghh!)...felt absolutely depressed for a period of time..not to say that i've recovered fully now..but ya..i've learned to live with it...learn to accept set-backs and come bouncing back! 07 also brought with it work experience..the way people in the office work..politics in the office..and work really made me appreciate the time i get to study..and i realised i really love to study even though it may be stressful and all..thus, i was really glad to be back in sch! haha...
but now that i'm in sch...all the stuff keeps piling up..thinking of taking 2 electives..meaning that's an overload..and my tuition classes have also increased..not to mention the changes in their syllabus is making me crazy..hais..and i'm quite tempted to go join ntuco as guest performer for their upcoming concert..but my skills are rusty..gona need time to lian4! and i live soo far..if really joining will have to squat in hall le..hais...so much to think of when it's onli wk2..haven't even brought in the fact that this sem's core modules are difficult..really blur in maths..and the super interesting but utterly foreign anatomy..(it's our body but now it seems that i'm not familiar with it at all!) all i hope for 08 is for it to be smooth-sailing i guess...hope it's not such a roller coaster ride like 07. and my resolutions are just the simple few...so i shan't list them down..lol
hais..qi's left...and wz's back to uk too...it seems that all of a sudden everyone's leaving..heard that noezin's going off soon.hais..the day when we send qi off.i'm at a lost for words.duno.it's just like u have a lot to say but duno where to start.and of cos, there's regrets that for the 7 yrs since we met, we're never in the same clique..even though we like got lots of opportunity to work tgt..weird..bt ya..it's our personality tt resulted in the different pple we hang out with ba..had always wanted to tok to ya more.lol.nvm...glad to know that u're safe in holland le..jiayou gal!..anw...everyone seems to have a goal in life..a direction, on their ways to pursuing their dreams..yet i'm still narrow-mindedly thinking that my life's stressful..feel like slapping myself such tt i wake up to the fact that i'm nowhere comparable to them...living alone overseas..they've more to worry abt..hais.i'm too holed up in my own world..arghhh! i shall work harder!
back to tutorials...=(
*abduction,elevation,depression,adduction!*
ps: watch this...my lecturer showed us this in biobiz lecture today! lol. it's called "PCR song" !!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x5yPkxCLads
Xiu Min @ 9:30 PM
