Thursday, November 1, 2007
shag day...
hais...dun mean to come here and rant everytime...but somehow, i always do...anyway, and pple ask me to update my blog..dun really bother cos dun think pple read too...it's jus a place for me to rant or input random thoughts.
anyways, i think i'm really in quite a bad situation..hais...bio is going, gone, goner! really regret not putting in more effort to recall that equation..was stunned and then panicked...by the time i got time to return back to that qns..there's no time left!!! hais..ten marks gone jus like tt...woa..wana cry le la..cos carn imagine the rest of the qns..what can happen...hais...40% for quizes..there's goes my gpa...i think this system is really stressing me out...with all the pple around u mugging hard jus for that gpa..such tt u're forced to mug with them...so it's not like we dun wan to learn the subject..bt more like learning for the endless quizes..
arghh..and my speech was quite gone too..hai..cos i think i'm really nervous when i went up there..hais..it's my problem la..i carn speak in front of the crowd unless i noe them in the first place..wat's more! it's an entertaining speech la..arghh...definitely not my cup of tea lo..haha..u guys noe me ma...tt's me...lol...but tis time..it affects ur grade...woa..even participation in class is like 20%??!! hais..i really dun think i'm gona make it at this rate..hais..die le la..pray tt i can complete the mountain of stuff on my table..i shall go list them down and clear le..finally no more tuition on wkends..
hais..i carn give up tuition either..and i'm getting a bit tired of travelling le..i duno...sometimes, i just feel tired..tired of this life with no life...but wells, haha..i guess i can still make it in time de..grades are not everything in life either...and the more stressed i am, the worse i perform..like today! my bio flopped...and my phys's ok surprisingly..haha..kk..wateva..it's time to mug!!! arghh...i hate that bell curve la!
WHATEVER!!!!
Really like this song...haha=)
哲学家
范玮琪
如果爱 是道北极光
如果 我可以睡在沙滩
如果 我变成小孩
如果 如果 如果 真的那么难
没有人能了解我吧 我是这么想
我希望要的生活谁说了才算
我想我是一个哲学家
可以参透孤单的假象
不要人问 不要人猜不要人一直管
不需要说 不需要听不需要那么忙
如果我是一个哲学家
忘了一个心中的名字有多难
看一本书 走一段路逛一个美术馆
听一首歌 过一条河喝一碗酸梅汤
在这一秒 但愿一个安静的自由过往
左想右想 世界原来那么不一样
于是我 看着了海浪 于是 我前往一个机场
于是 有好几小时 慢慢慢慢慢慢忘了什么办
时间它停止了吗 我想想未来
我想我也就一个大约的模样
我想我是一个哲学家 可以参透孤单的假象
不要人问 不要人猜不要人一直管
不需要说 不需要听不需要那么忙
如果我是一个哲学家 忘了一个心中的名字有多难
看一本书 走一段路逛一个美术馆 听一首歌
过一条河喝一碗酸梅汤
我想我是一个哲学家 可以参透孤单的假象
不要人问 不要人猜不要人一直管
不需要说 不需要听不需要那么忙
如果我是一个哲学家 忘了一个心中的名字有多难
看一本书 走一段路逛一个美术馆 听一首歌
过一条河喝一碗酸梅汤 不要人问 不要人猜不要人一直管
不需要说 不需要听不需要那么忙
Xiu Min @ 9:26 PM
