Friday, October 12, 2007
what am i doing...?
this week's jus terrible...it seemed soo super long...for duno wat reason..hai..
Wells, just came back not long ago from buffet and movie gathering of Nueve'08. It's a simple and nice gathering of the OGs..ya..and also they screened "Blades of Glory" which is really funny..haha..lol.Been watching gay movies this past week la..was watching "I now pronounce u Chuck and Larry" just the other day.I suppose watching such movies do have their own set of humour..
hais...been feeling tired and grumpy the whole week..tues was maths quiz and i flopped it..don't even have to check ans and i knew i flopped it..was one of those in which i panicked and made a mess out of everything..hais..then the realisation that many things are due next week further raised my stress level...let's see..i've to do a formal lab report.normal lab report.2 reflection papers.chem tutorial...these are all graded!!! oh my! how can i finish them all by tml..which is probably the only day i'm free this weekend..since i'm going out on sat to celeb fren's bday..and sun probably only free at night..carn go join my cousins for bowling too...=( argghh..as if this is not enough, there's always the nagging thought that i'm lagging behind all the tutorials and not following up on the lectures too..actually slept in phys today...so tired la..and the droning voice of tt new lecturer realli got to me...
more's coming up too...econs quiz..the first one in my life..(not counting the one in first 3 months)..tt's like super scary since i dun really think i've grasped the concepts well..arghh..someone help!!! think i need a crash course..the quiz is next next week..my gosh! kinda regret not SU-ing it..but nvm...jiayou ba..bio quiz...hope there's no chem and phy...oh ya and the effect comm oral presentation...i hate presenatations..hai..sian...uni's really tough...the hours just seem to fly by and i've been slping later and later than usual..as the wk goes by...hmmm..must do somethg to break the viscous cycle la..hahaha.
Many times i've been wondering about what i have been doing with my life...is this wat i wanna do in the future..i think so..bt seriously doubt that i can enter the bioengin industry in the future..sg's jus too small and not enuff infrastructure to support such research as of now..wat if i end up in the business sector? Wouldn't it have been better if i had gone into accountancy then? lol=) haha...oh wells. life cannot change and i'm quite happy with the stuff i'm learning now.jus tt it's tough..and the fact tt there's so many smart pple in the course jus adds to the stress of it all..must work hard liao...time to stop playing and slacking..lol..
and should i go? it'll b a once in a lifetime experience..bt we haven't been toking for so long and you suddenly asked abt it...i'm stunned..and there's still the canvassing in dec...bt putting that aside...the qns i must ans is "Do i wanna go"...lo...
kk..it's time to face the formal lab report and reflection papers...arghhh....
Xiu Min @ 12:40 AM
