Monday, July 16, 2007
What's wrong with me!
Hai..been missing all the OG outings last week. There's one on wed which i was able to attend (though i missed the dinner) as i took leave. Went for medical checkup together with the OG gals. Finally, i'm talking to them la..the whole camp i wasn't really behaving like myself..hai.but made them wait for me for the blood test.felt so bad..haha.but they're really nice! and the taxi trip down to Ang Mo Kio was fun. cos we had to fake such that we only have 4 pple in the cab and not 5..haha=) Met up with some guys and Xiao Qian for Harry Potter! The show wasn't really fantastic. Think we're getting used to it le.no surprises! but i almost cried when Sirius died.hai.I'm really sad la..why?! Think when i see Dumbledore die on screen...i'll probably wanna cry again.hai. Why must she kill off all these people? Hmm.but i still think Snape's a gd guy! Then we're supposed to go Lao Da's house for pot luck de but his house near Seng Kang and tml i got work plus..it's my chinese bday that day, so i had to miss it. Saw the pictures on Jason's site...wished i could have joined...but then again, i feel quite out of place in the OG..guess the feeling is different. like sometimes you're in, sometimes you're out. Dunno la..if only things had been better during camp...duno what's wrong with me lo..guess i really cannot start to get high and enthu unless with pple i know ba.and it feels terrible to be seen as someone whom you are not. hai. guess i'm just like tt and there's nothing i can do abt what's already happened.In the end, there's a pubbing session on Friday night and i missed that cos i had dinner with PL, SS plus SY and WT!!!! haha.so surprised!! i tot only got PL and SS. cos we always meet together for dinner de..then WT and SY came up! haha...thanks guys! It made me really happy! We went PS to eat Manhantten...took a pic of my food using my phone's cam...(no digital cam yet...still saving up to buy!) You should look at the serving la..though it's for 2-3 people, the three of us couldn't finish despite stuffing ourselves with food la! and SS super high that day cos she just passed her final driving test! hai..now, i'm the only one who didn't go learn driving yet=(
Then received msg from Anthony about his party at aranda. I'll have to miss it again.cos it's at pasir ris and i've got tuition on wkends.Arghhh...my mum's gonna be really angry if i go la..cos it's so far and i have to work the next day.hai...then tt sun, there's S28 gathering too and ST say they will not be staying late so i can't join after work as well..hai...why is it that i just can't seem to join in anything!!! Makes me feel even worse.like i'm Anti-social..hai...
Xiu Min @ 1:54 PM
