Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Worried!
Didn't realise that blogspot is now with google. Baa...lol.and i forgot my password.Can't retrieve my past account. Hai.guess it's still alright since i didn't really keep my blog updated anyway. Haha. Well, i shall attempt to do so this time round.
Been eagerly waiting for my NUS letter of acceptance since the start of May but to no avail. Been really apprehensive now as i really hope to enter NUS as it's nearer my house. Although NTU will be just as well, given my financial condition, i cannot afford to stay in hostel and so travelling will really take up much of my time. Hence, this feeling of apprehension has only increased with the news of more and more friends around me receiving their letter of acceptance. Perhaps i should call and enquire soon.
Since it's been so long, i don't think i'll be given my first choice course. Hopefully, it'll still be the faculty of science and i can study life sciences. Hai. and this proves another problem. Should i therefore just go study bioengineering in NTU though it's far or should i go study life sciences (if i'm accepted that is) in NUS?? I'm interested in both but just felt that an engineering degree is a safer option when it comes to career choices. However, somehow i still feel that i'm not that suited to studying physics. Arggghh. I'm so confused and frustrated by the seemingly endless waiting. Everytime i logged in to check, it's always application processing. Why?? or maybe it's because my sis and i applied for the financial aid and then failed to submit the documents as we finally decided that a bank loan is much suitable for us? Hai...Can they just give me an answer soon?
Hope these hair-tearing days will pass soon...
Xiu Min @ 12:05 PM