Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Decisions....
NTU Bioengin? NUS Life Science? Which to accept? This question has been looming in my head ever since receiving the letter from NUS. Spent a week and finally clicked on Science last friday. However, i'm still thinking about whether my decision is the right one. Hai.Why is this so hard..I guess i really lost confidence after receiving my 'A' results. The last time i changed my course to physics and i didn't do well. I don't wanna do the same thing and let history repeat itself. Though bioengineering also requires biological sciences, it has a fair amount of physics and maths to go along with it. What if i can't do well? Then i would have been better off going life science. If i do well, i can even go on to do double majors and i won't really have to worry about working in research institutes since i got a degree (sort of) in business.
NTU is also really far...and since i don't wanna stay in a hostel, that means travelling for about 3 hours per day. However, i don't wanna give up the chance to study bioengin as it's a really interesting course though difficult as it's really wat i think i wanna do as a career. As for whether i am suited for it? I don't really know. I don't think i'm one of those that can invent things though. Hence, another reason that made me click NUS. Perhaps... i really should just go NUS. Since young, i only thought of going NUS because NTU is really out of the way.
Think i'll just go appeal. If i can get in NUS bioengin, which i doubt so given my grades, i will just go life sciences. Well, afterall, i'm interested in both. I'm just afraid that i'll get bored with all the biology..or that i cannot get the concentration that i wan. hmmm..guess i'll just have to study really hard and i will be able to get it.
Or maybe i would be able to well and bioengin if i study hard too? Argghhh...this is killing more brain cells than i've ever killed for the past 6 months. It's like killing them altogether at once..That's so bad!
I'll make a decision soon.....
Xiu Min @ 5:27 PM
